Mystery of Thoughts

June112013

January 20 Madness

Me: Naiiyak na yung puso ko sa sobrang kaligayahan! HALA! ANO DAWWW???
Deng: Pa-deep!!!! :))) joke
Me: malalim ang sugat na pinupunan ng mga luha na dulot ng panibagong kaligayahan LOLOLOL
Deng: ................
Me: hindi ko mawari ang mga tuldok sa iyong kasagutan. Iyan ba ay mga bagay na nilalaman ng iyong puso na di mo matugunan?
Deng: may mga bagay na hindi na kailangan ng pagiintindi. Hinahayaan na lang. Hayaan mo na lang ang mga tuldok sa huli kong sinabi.
Me: paumanhin po at pinilit kong intindihin ang mga bagay na para sa iyong kaisipan lamang. Naniniwala po ako sa misteryo ng buhay.
Deng: Ayoko nang humaba pa ang usapan. Darami na ang mga tweet ko. #takas
Me: hinahayaan na kitang tumakas at nauubusan na din ako ng tagalog :|

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Yep, they do.

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June92013

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June52013

How Do You Measure Friendship?

How does one actually measure friendship? I mean, how should you level out or categorize a friend from a close friend from an acquaintance? How can you say that the person is your bestfriend or simply just a friend? Is there really a mode of measurement for this stuff?

Look at it this way, the person you consider your bestfriend may not consider you as their bestfriend. A person can have three bestfriends but all the same, they cannot actually be playing equal roles in that person’s life. There are a million levels of friendship, how does one actually measure them? If there’s actually a way, that is!

It’s a very twisted concept that a lot of people actually take into consideration. I don’t know but for me, I don’t think it should matter that much. If you really are a friend to someone, you shouldn’t care whether that person has bestfriends other than you. Although, I get that it’s hard when you do not receive as much care and importance as you give out. There will come a time that you will feel that you are the only one that’s making an effort to keep the friendship. Sometimes you’ll feel like you’ve been there for that friend forever but that friend hasn’t been there for you even once. Sometimes you’d get mad because that friend couldn’t keep up with your expectations. You give out so much that you expect to receive just as much but that isn’t the case. Sometimes, that friend just cannot give as much as you are giving…

It’s hard, it hurts; however, you must remember that you have the liberty to choose which friends you would give more importance to. Why would you give so much importance to someone who does not feel the same towards you? Look around you, there might be friends who are more deserving of your affection.

Furthermore, don’t take it against the person when they cannot give back to you. If you believe that the person is worth it, just continue being a friend. Just give and give. One day, that person will realize how much you cared for him/her and maybe on that day, they are ready to give back.

This is for you, person who I think is worth it. I’ll be a friend no matter what. I don’t care anymore if you appreciate it or not. I don’t care anymore if I’m not that important to you. I am your friend and I will forever be your friend.

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May312013

Green & White 2014’s first GA! Thanks for letting me crash and get to know you! Sucks that I have to leave early for my thesis! Enjoy your experience and I wish you goodluck! ♥

May282013

Glad that I was able to celebrate my birthday at the office even if the 2014 batch owns it already 😉 Hehehe thank you to the Green & White people who made this day special! ♥

May242013

How can your heart not flutter when you get a message like this?

All my life I had one major goal at the back of my mind, to have an impact on someone’s life. I have tried and pushed so hard to be a good friend to every person I meet. Definitely I have failed in some but I never felt success until I read this simple message.

I try to be a big sister to everyone; taking care of them, giving them advice, listening to their problems, etc. Sometimes, I feel like a hypocrite telling them to do this, do that well in fact I haven’t been in their situation ever in my life. I always try to give them a smart and realistic perspective and I don’t really know how good I’m doing. At times, I may be right but in the long run they might regret doing as I said. This is the first time that a friend has thanked me for what I did 5-6 years ago. It means so much to me knowing that after all these time, she still thinks that the advice I gave her was the right one and it really helped her.

It’s so humbling and heart-warming. It’s not everyday that you get messages like this. I know I’m not a bad friend but I’m not a perfect friend either. It helps when you acknowledge my efforts from time to time. It gives a little boost to my ego and I get the assurance that I’m doing something right. ♥

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